virtual activism and somewhat misplaced anger

thoughts :)

Dard se dard nahi hota
Dard kisne diya ye soch ke aansu behte hain
Dushman mere me himmat nahi mujhe khatam karde
Ye  Dosto ka behrupiya hona hai jo jaanleva hai
Kis zamaane me hoon pata nahi
Kisi k ghar ka jalna kisi ke liye aatishbaazi hai
Na jaane kitni jhuth zehan me hai logon ke
agar koi sach bole to yaqeen koi karta nahi
Jaane kaisi andhi duniya hai
Sirf wahi dekhti h jo dekhna chahti hai
Sachai buri hai to nazarandaaz hoti hai
khoobsurat jhuth ho to use khareedne k liye...
 khud ko bechne ko tyaar rahte hain
Jaane kaise log sochte hain
Khuda jaane sochte bhi hain ke nahi ......

Sawal Jawab

kya tum mere bhagwan ho ?

wahi jise main mahsoos karti hu..zindagi ke sath....

kya tumhe bhi khushi aur gham mehsoos hota hai ?

kya tum bhi thand aur garmi me farak bata sakte ho ?

kya kabhi kabhi tumhara bhi man karta hai ki kisi se pucho ki aage kya hone wala hai ?

ya fir tumhe sab pata hai ..kyunki tum bhagwan ho ?

kya tumne ye sab banaya hai jo main aas pass dekh paati hoon ?

kya tumhe bhi apni banayi cheeje kabhi napasand hoti hain ?

kya tum apni galti maan kar use sudhar lete ho ? 

ya fir tum galti hi nahi karte kabhi ...kyunki tum bhagwan ho ?

kya main  is duniya ka ek aisa hissa hoon jiske hone ya na hone se farak nahi padta....

ya fir main jaruri hoon ...sirf isiliye ki main khud hi ek duniya hoon ?

kya mera duniya aur apne ko samajhne ka tarika galat hai ?

kya ye sab jinko main dekhti hu mere apne hain kyunki ham sabko tumne banaya hai ?

ya fir ham sab ka apna alag bhagwan hai ?

kya aisa hai ki tum har kisi se alag jubaan me baat karte ho ?

kya main moslem hoti to tum alag hote ?

ya fir tum sirf dharam se bandhe nahi aur sabke bhagwan ho ?

kya karu jab koi mujhe dukhi kare ?

gussa karu ki galat hua ya fir bhool jau jo bhi hua ?

ya fir sab tumhare bharose chhod du kyunki tum bhagwan ho ?

kya usi dil ki har baat sunti rahu jo zinda rakhe hai ?

ya acha rahega agar ye maan lu ki tumhi ho jo ander se mehsoos hote ho ?

ya fir har jagah tumhi ho ?

agar haan to fir to ham dono ek jaise hain bilkul...

tum mere bhagwan ho....main tumhari insaan hoon !! :) :) 

Khoobsurat Khayal....

Ek zindagi hoti hai jo khyalon me hoti hai...
kya haseen hoti hai...kya khoob hoti hai.....
aur ek zindagi hoti hai jo haqiqat hoti hai....
agar kismat achhi hai to jeene layak hoti hai....
na to bas kya kahoon ki kya hi hoti hai...
aksar sochti hoon ki agar khayalon wali us zindagi ko jeena pad jae to wo bhi badtar ho jaegi...
is duniya me  kisi khyal ka aana use kharab kar hi deta hai.....
yahan bhagwan ke avtar bhi aate hain to unhe marna padta hai...
ab khud ko hi soch lo ...kya the tum aane se pahle is duniya me...
ek khoobsurat khayal...ek umeed maa baap ki khushi ki...
aur agar sab ki maane to koi hai is duniya me jo tumhare liye bana hai..aur shayad tumhare intezar me bhi ho
shayad uske bhi kuch khayal honge tumhare liye.....
khud jaante ho ki tum wo khayal nahi ho....
kisi aur ka to chodo tum khud ka khayal bhi nahi ho....
mauka mile to tum bhi khud ko badalna chahoge...kisi khubsurat khayal ke sath...
aisa nahi ki mauke milte nahi....aisa nahi ki tum thoda bahot khud ko badalte nahi....
par wahi fir se hota hai....dimag ka nikla khayal jab sach ka roop leta hai to badsurat ho hi jata hai....
aur tum fir se apne aap ko badalne ki jarurat mahsoos karte ho....
itna sab sochne ke baad dimag me ye aata hai ki 
banane wale ka khayal kya tha hame banate samay....kya jo sab ho raha hai wo hame us sachai me tabdeel kar paega jo wo hamse chahta hai ?
kya ham kabhi ye maan payenge ki ham wahin hai jo hame hona chahiye ?
kya jo bhi hai ...jaisa bhi hai wo insaan sahi hai ??
kya ham sab kamiyon ko bhool ke  ya fir ye maan ke ki unhe badla nahi ja sakta ...ek dusre ke sath tahjeeb se nahi rah sakte ?
kya thodi kam khoobsurat sachai ek behad khoobsurat khayal se achi nahi ??
kya jo nahi hai uske liye rona itna jaruri hai ki jo h use dekh ke muskuraya na jae ??
koi sawal nahi poocha jo jawab mile....
koi jawab hai hi nahi jo mile....

zindagi !!

ek waqt aisa bhi tha jab ishq tha ...aur tu saath bhi tha...
ab to jo hai bas naam ki zindagi hai..
kuch lamhe aise bhi the jab ehsaas tha...zinda hone ka...
ab to bas sab batate hai ki main thik hoon...
ek waqt tha jab haqeeqat sapno se badh ke thi...
ab to jo b hai bas ek bura sapna hai...
ek waqt tha jab khuda se kuch maangne ki jarurat nahi thi...
ab to poora jahan maangu to bhi kam padta hai
wo jo ek shakhs tha tu jo mera apna....
wo jo ek umeed thi jo meri apni thi....
ab to jo hai bas ajnabee hain...
tha kuch aisa tere pass hone se.... dil ke darwaje pe dastak sirf khushi deti thi...
ab to jo bhi hai sirf dard sa sannatta hai ....
na jane kyu taseer badli hai waqt ki..
na jaane kyu tu bhi uske sath badal gaya hai....
ab to jo nahi badla wo sirf meri muhobbat hai 
ek waqt tha jab is muhobbat pe naaz tha....
ab to jo bhi hai wo sirf ek sawal hai ki maine aisa kyu kiya apne sath...
chahe jo b hua...jo bhi aage ho...
ab to jo bhi hai ye waqt hai jisse mujhe umeed hai !!!!

Dikkat hai !!

Paidaish se pahle hi maa baap ko mere ladki hone se dikkat hai...
 Main 18 saal se kam hoon to mujhe apni choti umar aur allahdpan se dikkat hai ...
aur agar main 25 se jyada hoon to mujhe har wo cheej chahiye jo mujhe jawan dikha sake..
Agar mere physical dimension  aur proportion curvy nahi hain to main badkismat hoon...
mujhe push-up lingerie aur botox ki jarurat hai...
agar main thodi bhi bharma gayi hoon to maine jeene ka haq hi kho diya hai....
ab mujhe khana peena chod ke marne ke intejar ki jarurat hai
Bhagwan ne zulm kiya hai mujhe sanwla rang deke...
ab to mujhe apne chehre se aur har nazar jo mujhpe padti hai us se dikkat hai...
lekin agar kuch jyada gora bana diya to wo b koi baddua se kam nahi....
mujhe golden hone ke liye tanning ki jarurat hai..
Ab khoobsurat hona hi sab kuch nahi hota....
mujhe apne jaan pehchaan walo  ke mujhse ameer hone se dikkat hai
Oh aaj to main saj dhaj ke bahar nikli thi...
agar kisi badshakal gareeb ne ghoora mujhe to wo badtameej hai..
lekin agar stylish metrosexual dude  mujhe dekhe to wo tareef mujhe pasand hai ..
Mujhe inspire  nahi karti Kiran Bedi ki mehnat aur uska iconic hona...
par roadies  aur splits villa ka hissa na ban pana mere liye suicidal hai
Main kaun hoon ?? Main hoon bhi ki nahi hoon ?
Haan main aajkal hi har ladki me dikh jaati hu...
Haan main duniya ki soch hoon..
aur mujhe is soch se dikkat hai !!

Tijarat ya Ishq ?

Kal main khush thi..aaj nahi hoon..

fark sirf muhobbat ka hai...

kal tak sab kuch khubsurat tha duniya me....aaj kuch b nahi hai,

fark sirf tere na hone ka hai

waqt tha jab har shay ko faayde nuksaan me dekhti thi main b ....

aur aaj sab kuch kho ke b khush hone ka haq mile to kam lagta hai..

kisi mehtaab k liye apne  shams ko girwi rakh diya ..

zindagi ki kuch pal ki kadwahat kam karne k liye...

tujhse jhuthi khushi ka mitha zeher le liya 

apne aapse naraj is qadar thi ki khud se qabil tujhko maan liya 

koi mujhe be-waqoof tajir kahe to koi achha aashiq...

fark sirf lafzo ke fer ka hai....

main badal gayi hu teri pehchaan se pare....par tu waisa hi hai....

fark  mere insaan aur tera sirf ek yaad hone ka hai

aaj bhi apne aapko galat maan lene ki himmat nahi..

aaj bhi tujhe ek kamtar insaan maan lena zurm lagta hai

mamla ek padri ke kaafir hone ka hai 

ab tu hi bata ki main khud ko kya kahu....

ek tajir jise sauda karna bhi na aaya ...

ya fir ek aashiq jo muhobbat ne siwa kuch ni jaanta !!

Balance of tears and smiles !!!!!

With every drop of tear that comes in my eyes.....

some of which i shed in solitude ...and rest of them which are swallowed..

I curse the moments when i was not me....

With every memory that relates to you....

some of which make me feel loved...and most of which reminds me of a emotional fool that lived in me once...

I feel sorry for the heart that cried....

With every moment that passes without you....

some of which are not so happy ...and most of which are actually sad....

I feel that i can at least live without you ...if not happily....

With every passing breath that assures me of life...

some of which are habitual ...and most of which are actually sighs...

I feel you are going away...away till a point of no return....so far away that i wont be able to see you even with my eyes closed....not even in my dreams or nightmares....not even in recent or distant memories...not even in dark or light....not even in love or hatred....

soon you will become a known stranger....someone whom i knew i can never know....

soon you will become part of the world that does not know me...that does not belong to me...

because you will never try to come back....because you will never value the air..or water..or anything which u get without an effort.....

and that day i will be be happy...as happy as i can be.....just because after sometime I will realize that you were not the reason for my happiness... but I am....that nothing worth possessing can be possessed ....that its ok to shed few tears now as you are gone.... because you gave me few smiles when you were around !!!! :) :) 

My mark sheet....not good enough for the final list...but still...jaise b hain...apne karam hai :P :D

Missing parts of the puzzle !!

Kuch nahi h jiski kami hai 
 Jo h wo aisa nahi ki gair zaruri hai 
 Ek aisi neend mile jo mere bachpan ki yaadon me hai sirf
 Ek aisa din mile jisme sirf khushi hi ho mere har lamhe me 
Ek dost mile mujhe apne aap me jo kabhi mere sath tha  
Wo insaan jo ab kho gaya h ya pata nahi naraz hai mujhse 
Nahi chahti ki kuch asaan mile 
 Par koi jung mile jiska lakhsya bada ho Jise jeet ke main apna bhavishya ban paun 
Wo aakhen mile jo sapne dekhti h aur wo himmat mile ki unhe poora karun
 Wo shabd mile jo mera haal bayan kar paaye 
 Ya fir koi mile jo meri khamoshi samjhe 
Wo hawa mile jo aandhi banti h 
Wo lehar mile jo samandar ko hilati h 
Wo roshni mile jo chaunka de 
Wo pyaar mile jo poora kar de 
Wo dua qabool ho jo harsu maangti hu 
Wo bharosa mile ki mera hona apne sath hi kaafi h 
Wo shuruat mile jo ek nayi zindagi de 
Wo ant mile jo khushi de 
Wo khuda mile jo insaan ko samjhe  
Ya fir main Wo insaan banu jo khuda ka kiya sab sahi samjhe
 Is zindagi ki pahadi ko chadhte hue mehnat k chhale mile
 Har hissa mehnat se lahu luhan mile 
Jitne insaano ko de paaun khushi ki zindagi  Utni hi chain ki saans mile 
 Itna mushkil b nahi hoga in sab ka milna mujhe Agar mere khoye wazood mujhe tu mile !!

Shauq aur shikayat !!

Aankh ki nami se shikayat nahi .... Wajah bas munasib rakhna ..... Tanha rahne  se  darne ki zaroorat nahi ....  Isko bas tum apna shauq rakhna .... Har lamhe aur har insaan me umeed mumkin nahi.....  Bas tum khud se naumeed mat hona ....  Poori duniya tumhe khali lage kisi k bina... Kisi k na hone ki ahmiyat inti nahi hone dena... Ye jo tera man h wo sapne leta h.... Bas kisi  bebasi ko apne wazood ka hissa mat rakhna ..... Insaan h to fir kaam b waise hi kar .... Har baat pe kya aansu bahana aur kya aahen bharna ..... Zindagi hai to zindadili b ho .... Kyu apni maut se pahle apna matam rakhna... Hona hai to sabse umda ho.... Nahi hona aisa to fir jaldi ek bure kisse ki  tarah khatam ho !! 

You and I !! :) :)

I do not  love you for something you have in you ...I love you because I need to....
"tujhe pyaar karna meri us zarurat ka hissa hai jo mujhe insaan hone ka ehsaas karati hai ....
teri zarurat meri us zidd ka hissa hai jo ye kahti hai akele rah ke khush nahi raha jaata....
Na jaane fir tu kyun us duniya ka hissa hai jo meri nahi hai...
Main din ki aag hoon to tu raat ki thand hai...
Main andhvishwas hoon to tu Tark hai...
Main jaagte dimaag ki sochi samjhi soch  hoon aur tu gahri neend ka sapna hai ....
Main khushi ki chamak hoon aur tu aankh ki nami sa hai...
Main bhavishya ki ek uplabhdi hoon to tu ateet ki galti ka ek nishaan hai ...
Main tazurbe ki pahchaan hoon to tu bachpane ki misaal hai....
Tu wo sab hai jo main rah chuki ....Main wo sab hoon jo tu hone wala hai ....
Haan main pehchanti hoon tujhe...teri rag rag se waqif hoon...
Maine tujhe jeeya hai apne har beete din me..
Haan tum mujhe nahi pahchaan paa rahe ...
Kyunki main tumhara wo bhavishya hoon jisse tumhari har galti mit chuki hai....
Haan main tumhare chahe anchahe balidaano ka parinaam hoon....
Nahin main tumpe sharminda nahi hoon....
Agar tum aise na hote to main b aisi nahi hoti....galtiyan nahi karti to seekhti kaise ?
Tum jaise b ho mere ho....aur main khush hoon tumhe paakar...
Aur umeed hai mere ateet ki apne bhavishya se mil ke tum bhi apni muskurahat rok nahi paoge !!

Happy Women's Day !!

A day dedicated to the source......from where life starts....human life from a womb......non-human from earth....
I bestow my regards and all the bestest of emotions i have to a race which makes us what we are...without whom we wouldn't be here.....
To the mother who brings us in the world.....
To the sister who makes the world a better place.....
To the friend who knows you in and out and accepts u with all your imperfections.....
To the lady who loves someone forever with soul and heart...and stays with her partner in happiness and pain...
We acknowledge the greatness of a female by giving all the important things in this world a feminine feel....may it be "life" or something as beautiful as "death" which takes u to another dimension....
She is the "light"....She is the "river"....She is "power"....and the list is endless.... beautiful....
I thank almighty  for many things but first and foremost i thank for being born as a  woman !!
"wo koi shay nahi jo tujhse khubsurat ho....
 wo koi ehsaas nahi jo tujhse pyara ho....
 wo koi pal nahi jo tujhse jaroori ho....
 sirf tu hai jiske bina har koi adhura ho...."

Insaan hona chahiye !!

Kis bhram me ho tum ?
Kyu baante jaate ho insaano ko ??
Tum kahte ho main Hindu hoon...main Musalmaan hoon...
agar sach me koi farak hai to 
tere lahoo ko haraa aur  mere lahoo ko kesariya hona chahiye....
aur aisa nahi hai to fir tumhe
Sirf Insaan hona chahiye...
Kyu khaal ke lifaafon ko itni ahmiyat dete ho ??
kyu apne aapko birtaani ...arab aur hindustani sirf banate ho ?
Agar koi farak hai sach me to tumhari shuruaat aur ant ko bhi alag hona chahiye....
tum bhi agar isi hawa me saans lete ho...
tum bhi agar isi paani se apni pyaas bujhate ho  to fir tumhe
Sirf insaan hona chahiye..
Agar apne maa aur baap ke mard ya aurat hone se jyada unka pyaar dikhai deta hai to fir
Duniya se is shakti shangharsh ko khatam hona chahiye..
Paise ka roop badalta hai...wo kabhi ek sa nahi rahta....wo hamesha jaruri bhi nahi rahta
lekin kuch achal aur amar chahte ho tum apne liye to 
tumhe bhi apne hunar ka Sikandar,Ghalib ya Newton hona chahiye,
Agar jhund me raho to bhediye sa samarpan rakho apni jaat k liye...
agar akele raho to sher sa zimmedar hona chahiye..
Sabki apni alag paribhasha hai ki achha kya hai....rahne do khush sabko apne tarike se...
lekin sabka ehsaas dukh k samay ek sa hai 
rona ya hasna kisi bhasha me nahi hota....
aur agar aisa hai to duniya se anyaay mitna chahiye..
Koshish kar ek aankh se aansu pochne ki 
Khilkhilata ek bachpan de kisi anaath ko...
Agar sirf itna har ek insaan kar de to kon kahta hai ki 
duniya ko jannat banane ke liye Khuda ko hona chahiye !!

Valentines Day !! :)

The day which  belongs to the red saint....love is actually in the air  this week....fake or real that's altogether a different question...people do look as if they are immersed in love....Even i claimed to be in love with someone yesterday...nonavailability of that person made me think about something else.....all thanks to his absence i could plan something.
I went to meet someone very special ...someone very close to my heart and soul...someone who years ago knew how exactly i will feel and wrote almost every body's  haal-e-dil with his kalam.
Mirza Ghalib.....I know  people  would ask how could i meet someone who is up there in heaven.....well we meet God everyday...we don't really have him in person though...so the same way i met my date....I went to Ghalib's haveli in Ballimaran(chandi chowk). 
The moment i entered i sensed  a change in me...i was feeling poetic...i was feeling that i should utter every word with lots of love...i was feeling  that i should behave like a lady ...i mean the proper nazaqat and tahzeeb part.
I sat there for an hour...i could feel his words...i wanted to remember something i have not seen. I tried to feel Ghalib moving around in his house....i wanted to listen to the gudgud of his sheesha......than i  read his maqtaas which were on the paintings ......it was amazing to feel that i could understand what he wrote....it was amazing to feel the love what he felt for someone....It was heavenly and it was divine....
It was  the best i could do for myself .....i thanked God for Ghalib....and i left....with love and respect in my heart....something i wrote for Ghalib...modifying his words off-course...
" Na kuch tha to khuda tha.....
   na kuch hota to khuda hota..
  tujhko banaya tere hone ne....
  GHALIB tu na hota to kya hota" !!!!

Definitely not a happy ending !!

Once there was a Shaheen ....It was as free as the wind....as independent as the ocean and as proud as the Sun.
It was her destiny  to fly alone....but once she saw some sparrows ....she was tempted towards the secure domesticated life. She searched for a human friend.She found one....she was sure that he will be the best for her adventures  .She trusted him.....loved him...was loyal to him....never even thought of anything else.....did whatever she could do to make him happy....even if it was beyond her limits...and even if it was on the verge of losing herself. She was happy because she was experiencing something new..she was ready to unlearn all the old things because she found the new ones worth learning.
Alas.....the human was not what she thought him to be....he caged her.....he never  was what he was supposed to be....he starved her to death.....She died.... and  with her died the love and the trust....with her died the conviction that if u love someone enough u will be loved back....with her died the dreams which were only hers...with her died the hopes she had of a different life....with her died the courage to chose her own destiny....with her died the human who lived in her heart....with her died a life worth living.
Out of her ashes came a message ......don't love...its a luxury of the extravagant ....its a paradise for fools....its  a graveyard of hearts....its a ocean of tears.... whatever it may be ..it is definitely not for you !! 

Trying to put feelings into words....tough exercise !!

Nazro se hi sahi....tune chhua to hai ....
boond boond hi sahi ....aasmaan barsa to hai !!
Wo jo tera diya ehsaas hai ... yaadon me  hi sahi ...par zinda to hai  !!
Zindagi na sahi tu meri...par iska ek khushi se bhara  hissa to hai !
koi saaz nahi aas pass...par kisi sukoon dene wali dhun ko har pal maine  suna to hai ..
tujhe jab se hothon pe rakha hai ...ek naya sa...meetha sa nasha to hai !!
Nahi pata ishq hai ya pal do pal ka suroor ...
par kuch behtareen hua to hai !!
Chehre pe bewajah ek hansi hai ....Zindagi kuch aur bhi zinda hai ..
har rang aur rangeen hai...duniya ki har shay khubsoorat lagne lagi hai..
Tera asar har cheez par gahra to hai !!
Mahroom nahi thi kabhi main kisi khushi se..
par tu pahle nahi mila zindagi me...is baat ka gila to hai...
Nakaam nahi hoti main apni koshishon me....
par is baar jo paaya hai wo sabse umda to hai..
Khush hoon apni kaabiliyat par ki 
insaano ki is  duniya me ek apne khuda ko dhundha to hai !!

People....Moments....and Life !!

I have been lucky ......reasons for my conviction are many....

If we say that life is made up of people we meet.... and moments we spend in this world...than my life for sure has been nice.

There are people who think before they act...some think after the action.....and rest ( mad ones) don't think at all....i belong to the last category. I have done things which were actually mad.....sometimes bad also ...risky....dangerous....antisocial ....etc...etc....but thankfully nothing went wrong...ever.

I believe in inherent goodness of humans....and they behave that way with me at least 

I am blessed with friends whom i can trust with my life and who are with me even after all the idiotic things i do.
friends who actually teach  maths and economics.....
friends who can tolerate and even appreciate my stupid philosophy and poetry ...
friends who treat me as a kid  and also  friends whom i force to call me aunty :) ...
friends who find every guy i date as a idiot..not my type...or simply "u deserve better"..... :) 
friends who say " this guy is really a nice person...please leave him " :P 
friends who trust me with their secrets...
friends who think i cant keep a thing in my heart.....
friends who are now not part of life but life itself....

Even the strangers i bumped into are amazingly nice to me.... anu is epitome in this case ....after all the fights...after all the nonsense i did...he will always be there.....aaahhh what a feeling.... :) 

Strangers whom i can just call and say whatever i feel like....and  i guess they understand..... :) 
Strangers who are simply future friends.....

Strangers who made me feel supremely special in front of everyone.....with whom the world seemed way more beautiful...
I am fond of the days in which i lived more than ever.....the unplanned trips....the head banging without music.....discussing something or someone and than forgetting from where we started....
writing this today because in the morning i did something which made me feel funny....childish...etc.... etc...
thank u God for making me smile....thank u for everything.... :) :) 

kuch cheejo ki jagah koi nahi le sakta....unhi sab ke liye ye post...for the special ones :) !!

kisi chirag ki roshni is baat ka ehsaas karati hai ki
Aftaab chala gaya.....shaam ho chali hai..
wo nahi isiliye kuch us jaisa chahiye...
roshni to milti hai..itni hi jisse ki bas zaruraten poori ho....par Din hone ka ehsaas aftaab ke bina kon karaye ??

kankar ke jungle bana diye....maqbaron tak me khoobsurati dhundne ki koshish kar daali insaan ne...

par zindagi ka jo ehsaas ek phool ko dekh ke...ek ped ka sahara le ke...aur us hawa ke jhonke se milta tha jisme khushboo hoti thi...wo ham kahan se laayen ??
bachhon ke liye bahot se khel khoj liye hain hamne....
par jo bachpana nahi raha use kahan se laayen ??
jo  insaan ham khud the.... jo hame hona  chahiye tha..
dheere dheere sirf yaadon me aur sapno me hi rahne laga hai....
uske sath bitaane ke liye zindagi ham kahan se laayen ??
bahot koshish ki koi tujh jaisa mile....
par e meri zindagi tujh jaisi koi ham kahan se  laayen ??
tujhe jo din-b-din rulaya...jo din-b-din barbaad kiya...
wo har beeta hua lamha kahan se laayen ??
kuch aansu tujhe diye anjaane me....par jaanbujh ke jo zakhm diye unki maafi ham kahan se laayen ??
kabhi tujh se ishq na karke dhoka khaya...kabhi kisi aur ko tujhse jyada tawajjo di....
in sab gunahon ke hisaab ki sazaa ham kahan se laayen ??
kar de maaf tu hame ek aur martaba....ek tu hi hai jo uska tohfa hai hamare pass ....
insaan achha jab tak bana nahi jaata is jahaan me khuda ham kahan se laayen ??

Rishto me thand !!

aankhon me  udaasi hai....
chehre ka rang b kuch feeka sa hai..
hoth sukhe pade hai banjar zameen se...
tumhare haal se lagta hai rishton me kaafi thand hai....
wo garamahat nahi milti kahi se jo maa ki baaton me thi...
jo behan ke saath me thi....
jo bhai ke gale lagane se har dar door bhaag jaata tha...
jo pita ka pass hona har kami poori kar deta tha...
ghar se door bhi apne milte to kitna acha hota...
tujh me in sabka sa pyaar mujhe milta to kya baat thi....
sirf taareekh badalne se kaash waqt bhi badal jaata to  ...
is thand me main b jee leta....is thand me main b jee leta...