Tuesday 17 January 2012

People....Moments....and Life !!

I have been lucky ......reasons for my conviction are many....
If we say that life is made up of people we meet.... and moments we spend in this world...than my life for sure has been nice.
There are people who think before they act...some think after the action.....and rest ( mad ones) don't think at all....i belong to the last category. I have done things which were actually mad.....sometimes bad also ...risky....dangerous....antisocial ....etc...etc....but thankfully nothing went wrong...ever.
I believe in inherent goodness of humans....and they behave that way with me at least 
I am blessed with friends whom i can trust with my life and who are with me even after all the idiotic things i do.
friends who actually teach  maths and economics.....
friends who can tolerate and even appreciate my stupid philosophy and poetry ...
friends who treat me as a kid  and also  friends whom i force to call me aunty :) ...
friends who find every guy i date as a idiot..not my type...or simply "u deserve better"..... :) 
friends who say " this guy is really a nice person...please leave him " :P 
friends who trust me with their secrets...
friends who think i cant keep a thing in my heart.....
friends who are now not part of life but life itself....
Even the strangers i bumped into are amazingly nice to me.... anu is epitome in this case ....after all the fights...after all the nonsense i did...he will always be there.....aaahhh what a feeling.... :) 
Strangers whom i can just call and say whatever i feel like....and  i guess they understand..... :) 
Strangers who are simply future friends.....
Strangers who made me feel supremely special in front of everyone.....with whom the world seemed way more beautiful...
I am fond of the days in which i lived more than ever.....the unplanned trips....the head banging without music.....discussing something or someone and than forgetting from where we started....
writing this today because in the morning i did something which made me feel funny....childish...etc.... etc...
thank u God for making me smile....thank u for everything.... :) :) 

Friday 13 January 2012

kuch cheejo ki jagah koi nahi le sakta....unhi sab ke liye ye post...for the special ones :) !!

kisi chirag ki roshni is baat ka ehsaas karati hai ki
Aftaab chala gaya.....shaam ho chali hai..
wo nahi isiliye kuch us jaisa chahiye...
roshni to milti hai..itni hi jisse ki bas zaruraten poori ho....par Din hone ka ehsaas aftaab ke bina kon karaye ??
kankar ke jungle bana diye....maqbaron tak me khoobsurati dhundne ki koshish kar daali insaan ne...
par zindagi ka jo ehsaas ek phool ko dekh ke...ek ped ka sahara le ke...aur us hawa ke jhonke se milta tha jisme khushboo hoti thi...wo ham kahan se laayen ??
bachhon ke liye bahot se khel khoj liye hain hamne....
par jo bachpana nahi raha use kahan se laayen ??
jo  insaan ham khud the.... jo hame hona  chahiye tha..
dheere dheere sirf yaadon me aur sapno me hi rahne laga hai....
uske sath bitaane ke liye zindagi ham kahan se laayen ??
bahot koshish ki koi tujh jaisa mile....
par e meri zindagi tujh jaisi koi ham kahan se  laayen ??
tujhe jo din-b-din rulaya...jo din-b-din barbaad kiya...
wo har beeta hua lamha kahan se laayen ??
kuch aansu tujhe diye anjaane me....par jaanbujh ke jo zakhm diye unki maafi ham kahan se laayen ??
kabhi tujh se ishq na karke dhoka khaya...kabhi kisi aur ko tujhse jyada tawajjo di....
in sab gunahon ke hisaab ki sazaa ham kahan se laayen ??
kar de maaf tu hame ek aur martaba....ek tu hi hai jo uska tohfa hai hamare pass ....
insaan achha jab tak bana nahi jaata is jahaan me khuda ham kahan se laayen ??










Monday 2 January 2012

Rishto me thand !!

aankhon me  udaasi hai....
chehre ka rang b kuch feeka sa hai..
hoth sukhe pade hai banjar zameen se...
tumhare haal se lagta hai rishton me kaafi thand hai....
wo garamahat nahi milti kahi se jo maa ki baaton me thi...
jo behan ke saath me thi....
jo bhai ke gale lagane se har dar door bhaag jaata tha...
jo pita ka pass hona har kami poori kar deta tha...
ghar se door bhi apne milte to kitna acha hota...
tujh me in sabka sa pyaar mujhe milta to kya baat thi....
sirf taareekh badalne se kaash waqt bhi badal jaata to  ...
is thand me main b jee leta....is thand me main b jee leta...