Angels and Demons !!

Its aching ... its bleeding...its crying...its dying...

Oh you foolish heart...you were longing for the disaster

You chose this fate when you showed up in this world of fake smiles with a honest laughter...

You started dying the day you chose to love unconditionally...

You lost your worth when you did not play the "game" right...

Oh you unseasoned lover...spontaneity is not required...

Here young and old "plan" to fall in love...

and yes it is procedural...certain layout according to the number of meetings !!

You chose self-slaughter when you told him the truth...

That you loved him since you first saw him !!

Oh you sinless conscience...you were doomed...

You should not be here in this zone of indifference...

I know you still can not hate...I know you will always choose love !!

Oh my hurt heart...I love you...

My endeavor will be to shield you from the world...

Promise me that you will not start  a voyage  alone...

Now we know it takes two to make it happy...

Stay strong my love...you have not done any wrong !!
The moment will come soon...
when he will realize that he lost a good friend in me...
Because i know him !!
 His pride even then may stop him from coming to me...
 but his heart will know !!
I am not the fragile one to be taken care of...
I am not the silent lover...
I am a woman...
I can take many forms !!

I could have been a  mother when he needed tender love and care...

I could have been a passionate lover when we share sleep...

I could have been a friend when he wanted to share a secret... 

I could have been a  kid when he wanted to feel like a dad... 

And now I will be a witness...
Will watch him living someone else's life everyday !!
It will be painful to watch him age years in days...
It will be sad to see him pretend !!
I refuse to take the pain that comes with expectations...
I decide not to love him if it comes at a price of self-love !! 
Oh my Heart....

Lets forget the wounds...

Lets forget the pain...

Lets forgive the one who did that to you ...
In the name of love...In the name of love !!