Thought Train :)

Heart is young enough to fall in love 
and old enough to know that it does not matter !!
Life is nice enough to give us only one day at a time... 
and cruel enough not to tell the ways to handle !!
Things are simple enough if we understand them as such...
But the simplicity is mysterious enough to complicate !!


The way i feel when i hear your name...
tells me that i love you !!


Mera Janaza bhi teri zindagi se behtar hoga !!

Jo zakham nahi bharte waqt ke sath 
Shayad usi ko Zindagi kahte hain !!

For You !!

If I were an artist...I will make your portrait and that would be my magnum opus !!
If I were a poet...I would write a love song for you... and my words would touch your soul !!
Alas I am neither...
I am a  being of little significance and talent...
I cant not tell you how much i love you...
But I can show you...i can make you feel the love with every passing breath...
I can make you feel what you always wanted to feel...
If you allow me... i will live in your heart !!
So that you can see yourself the way i see you...
and you will know how beautiful you are !!
We will talk in whispers and sighs...
and you will know that i love you even more for your silly mistakes...
MY tender touch will rejuvenate the tired eyes...
You will feel life rushing through the veins !!
I can not promise forever...I may not be your every day...
But I will take you to the highest highs....and will make the lows ephemeral !!
I will not be like water which quenches your daily thirst...
But I promise the elixir which will take away the pain and sadness !!
I do not have much to give...
but I promise even the worst of you will have the best of me !!
I will be here always...beating in your heart...
Oh the ignorant owner of my heart ...I am the goodness inside you...
I am the love inside you...
You will always feel me...
You will always remember me...
Whenever you are in love...
Whenever you are happy !!

Angels and Demons !!

Its aching ... its bleeding...its crying...its dying...

Oh you foolish heart...you were longing for the disaster

You chose this fate when you showed up in this world of fake smiles with a honest laughter...

You started dying the day you chose to love unconditionally...

You lost your worth when you did not play the "game" right...

Oh you unseasoned lover...spontaneity is not required...

Here young and old "plan" to fall in love...

and yes it is procedural...certain layout according to the number of meetings !!

You chose self-slaughter when you told him the truth...

That you loved him since you first saw him !!

Oh you sinless conscience...you were doomed...

You should not be here in this zone of indifference...

I know you still can not hate...I know you will always choose love !!

Oh my hurt heart...I love you...

My endeavor will be to shield you from the world...

Promise me that you will not start  a voyage  alone...

Now we know it takes two to make it happy...

Stay strong my love...you have not done any wrong !!
The moment will come soon...
when he will realize that he lost a good friend in me...
Because i know him !!
 His pride even then may stop him from coming to me...
 but his heart will know !!
I am not the fragile one to be taken care of...
I am not the silent lover...
I am a woman...
I can take many forms !!

I could have been a  mother when he needed tender love and care...

I could have been a passionate lover when we share sleep...

I could have been a friend when he wanted to share a secret... 

I could have been a  kid when he wanted to feel like a dad... 

And now I will be a witness...
Will watch him living someone else's life everyday !!
It will be painful to watch him age years in days...
It will be sad to see him pretend !!
I refuse to take the pain that comes with expectations...
I decide not to love him if it comes at a price of self-love !! 
Oh my Heart....

Lets forget the wounds...

Lets forget the pain...

Lets forgive the one who did that to you ...
In the name of love...In the name of love !!

Love !! :)

The question what I wanted the most always baffled me. I feel everybody should know what they want. I was not sad though because I knew I would soon find something or someone who will honor my life with his presence.

  When I first saw you, I knew that the wait is over. I have never been so certain. I dint want to let you go away from my sight even for a moment. I loved you as much I could love someone I met for the first time.
I was so enchanted by your brilliance. Every time I looked at you, it took great effort to take my eyes off. If it were possible I would have loved you more. Oh you amazing beauty.

I felt your gaze on me…
I treasured the nonjudgmental feel….
I am intensely in love with the way you express yourself…..soon we will start a chapter words will not be essential…and I will just know what you want to say….

 I like the multiple identities you carry with pride.
Believing in yourself.... Knowing unerringly what you want….Perfection from the ones in your life.
I will abide by your wish..
We will go a long way together..
Because I am you ....I believe in you and your dreams..
I love your mood swings..
The way you are all chirpy and nice in the morning..
I know your look when you don't understand me..
I like the pace at you work..
I love to see you in night..
All bright.... Full of fantasies..
Love.... Friendship.. Passion..
You have it all!!

You are in fact dream of so many of us lovers
I will love to spend time with you..
As much as I can
I get goose bumps every time i feel you around..
If am not with you am thinking about you..
Hold me tight..
Let’s love each other without any prejudices..
Let’s give each other the best we have to offer!!
I cannot tell you how much I love you..
But i can make you feel it ..
Love you!!

Oh you city beautiful
Oh my city beautiful
I am in love with you!!

Geographic Humanity

I was just wondering.... if the Geographic regions  were humans what they would be like ??

Europe : It is like a wise woman in 40's ......graceful... beautiful....can give any younger one run for money.... but knows it cant control time.....

America : Well its like an adventurous male in 20's ...... thinks and believes it can rule the world...it knows it all ....it makes mistakes and accepts them brazenly.... it believes in future....

Asia : It is like a middle aged uncle who was robbed..... once rich...very much proud of what he had....wants the past glory back.... has seen better days in youth but  knows all is still not lost....working hard to get it back...

Middle East : Unbelievably  beautiful young woman on drugs .... for her the beauty has been a curse....attracts wrong kind of company and attention..... 

Russia : A  irresistible genius .... a fastidious hedonist  .... a unpredictable  powerful angry beast !!

Africa :  A  man whose virtues and vices are not distinguishable .... lost in a big bad world !!

Hum..Tum aur Zindagi

Har kadam sawaal poochti zindagi....
har pal jawab dhundhte hum....
har khushi ke liye imtehaan leti zindagi 
har imtehaan pe besabar hote hum....
har mudde pe jyada ulajhti zindagi..
har ghadi samajhne ki koshish karte hum..
har saans aage badhti zindagi...
har baar yaadon se jud kar pichadte hum..
har din naye mauke deti zindagi..
sirf ek zid se bandhe hum....
kitne naye sabak sikhati zindagi....
aur kabhi na sikhne wale nasamajh hum..
ek nayi umeedo ki umeed deti zindagi 
aur ek thokar pe aansu bahate hum..
har roj yunhi barbad hoti zindagi..
har roj khud ka qatal karte hum..
shehar ke sath surat aur seerat badalti zindagi ....
aur apne na badalne ko acha samjhne wale hum..
hamko khuda se jodne wali zindagi 
aur khud ko hi na jaanne wale hum..
zindagi ki hasraton ko nazarandaaz karte hum..
apni zarurato ke gulam hum..
hume apna sab kuch deti zindagi ..
muhobaaton ke badle khushi...azadi ke badle muhobbat..
 har baar bura sauda karte hum..
kuch pal ki yaadon ke liye apni sadiyan barbad karte hum..
bahot hua.. chalo dekhen
zindagi ko gale laga ke hum..
aao chale sath is zindagi ke hath thame zindadili se hum..

Why so Syrias ?

If Machiavelli  was alive today he would have a smirk on his face..a smirk implying " i told you so". Nobody agreed with him when he said human by  nature are wicked and ungrateful because we all try to feel good about ourselves.But when we analyze the state of affairs in Syria today we must agree that Machiavelli was not entirely wrong.Bashar Al-Assad is representing the evil half of humanity.Just for the sake of power he is killing his subjects, power is too addictive to let go. Its been three years now since Tunisia, the arab spring is making its presence felt in every dynastic/monarchy regime. 
Syrian rebels are part of a bigger tide,Assad's been ruling Syria for 40 years now.People in middle east today want to taste the sweet scent of freedom,equality and their every natural  right which has been denied to them till now.Why it is taking too long for Syrian rebels to oust Assad ?
Firstly Assad have strong cohorts, consociates who share the same fears, who feel that masses are meant to be ruled and democracy is "overrated". China has its own Tienanmen Square.Masses today do not want pseudo communism, they want freedom to choose their fate.China always plays the card of "no interference" and supports even the regimes of Myanmar and other states who have worst record of human right violation. Syrian civilians will keep dying if it is up to China, thankfully it is not. 
 Russia is no different,Putin is in office for 14 years now, the utopia of communism turned out to be a house of horror for masses.The communist regime is extremely corrupt.One party system is suffocating and the signs are visible on streets of Moscow.Ancillary reason for supporting Assad is business, Syrian government buys almost all its weapons from Russia.If Assad goes it will be a big loss to Russian arms business.
China and Russia if  allow International community to act in Syria today, tomorrow they can have the same situation at home.So its not about saving Syrian civilians life for the communists,it is about saving their own skin.
Now it comes to the state which defies every political theory of international relations,it acts as a whimsical  brat. Yes it is Iran. In international politics it is very common to be friends with someone not because you share same values but because you have common enemies; in this case Israel and United states.Iran knows that it can not afford a direct confrontation with USA or Israel.So to gain attention, keep Benjamin Netanyahu astir, they are supporting Assad.
The regional political equations in middle east today are nowhere even nearly balanced.Egyptians are busy in sorting out things from the Pandora's box which frequent regime change has opened.  Gulf cooperation council of Arab states is also not in a position to take a firm stand because the strongest players in middle east politics UAE and Saudi Arabia are monarchies. They have their own agenda, but at least they are criticising Assad publicly and he has no friends left in neighbourhood. 

 Lets consider the position of the hegemon, USA, Syria is no direct threat to USA ,but it is to their strongest ally  Israel. Inaction of Obama or going back on his words will give him and USA a badge  which he can't afford to have. It will become the question of safety for Israel. Obama administration must act. But it is also true that after Bush Jr.'s bluff about WMD is caught it is very hard for Obama to convince international community that there was use of chemical weapons.Another problem for Mr. Obama is that the Syrian rebel group may have some extremist groups fighting Assad's regime.But if we take Egypt as an example that should not be a problem because masses will not allow any wolf  in sheep's skin unnoticed.People of Egypt ousted Morsi too the moment he started showing his extremist tendencies.So all the masses need is arms to fight a unjust state, the revolution can't be questioned just because few deviants are supporting it. 
Today  Obama needs UN security council's support now more than ever because British parliament declined to support a military action, even french public opinion is strongly divided.But if  there is anyone who can convince the masses and international community about the morality and virtuousness  of military action, he is none other than Nobel laureate Mr. Obama. How can the world not remember that he is not a warmonger, he  is the same person whom they decorated with highest honour for preaching peace.

With power comes responsibility, but sometimes to prove that you are worthy of power you have to prove yourself,UN should also realise that if it truly wants to be respected as a legitimate international organisation than it should protect the people. Peace may not always be the answer. It is cowardice to let Syrian civilians die.  Gandhi, who was the messenger of peace, even he accepted that he will choose violence over cowardice. International community must act to save the innocent lives because if they won't who will ??